Another day

It is Thursday and I am so happy this day is half way done... I am getting besides myself times. I cant concentrate, I feel like my mind is racing all the time, I feel so negative. Like all I do is pick of stuff, people..etc..I dont know I am not miserable but why am I always picking on people? Cause their stupid that's why..lol Oh my gawd I am really sick of being pregnant, I love my baby more than the air I breathe and I want nothing more than to hold him in my arms. I am just so nervous that I have come so far and something else will complicate things..Sometimes I feel like I cant see the light at the end of the tunnel. I want this baby so badly that I cant imagine that I will have him soon. And as I sit here and type he is kicking and punching and I wish I could kiss his little hands.
It's like I cant wait, i have done nothing but wait. What will I do when I have no.2? And even with all this stress and drama I am having a no.2..Call me crazy but that is what we have decided on that is what we will have, I have 3 years left to get that done more like two but who's counting??hehehehe
My nurse today is Shiree, she is so sweet. She bought me bamboo knitting needles without my asking, i mean how thoughtful was that? Some people are meant to be nurses, they are blessed with a natural ability to care for other people. God bless her and all the other good nurses out there. Dr.Hill came by yesterday after what seemed like a long hiatus and he blamed his absence on a trip to San Fran, one of my favorite cities ever. He said he went bike riding across the Golden Gate bridge, OMG!! How scary is that? I mean I got vertigo just driving across the dam bridge. Dr.Hill also explained he will schedule my c-section for a week before my due date which will be around October 11.. Or if this little decides to kick me into labor a little early then they will just go ahead and section me as long as I am near 37 weeks, which would make me HAPPY!